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Looking back eight years later, I can see that something was wrong just moments after my daughter, Hope, was placed, pink and new, on my chest. Instead of love or joy, I felt panicked, worried we were already nursing failures two minutes in. Yet because my lead-up to motherhood had been nearly picture-perfect — a happy marriage, a wanted pregnancy, a birth so smooth my OB had said I should have a whole football team of kids — it took me several weeks to understand that while Hope was healthy, I was not. Eventually I could name it — postpartum depression — and begin to recover, but for a while it just felt like all the good parts of me had slipped away the day I gave birth. My husband, Rich, returned to his long lawyer hours and two-hour daily commute a few days after Hope was born. I, meanwhile, sat around a lot in my nursing gown and robe, crying or about to cry.

Note: The following article contains reference to sexual misconduct that some readers may find distressing. Genetic Sexual Attraction GSA seems to be a real topic of discussion at the moment, with numerous stories of long-lost family members who reunited only to discover an intense sexual attraction, being bandied about all over the place. And another one has emerged today, in the form of an interview by Jezebel. In an initial first-hand piece published by the site, a woman called Natasha described her experience of GSA. Meeting her father aged 19, she ended up engaging in a sexual relationship with him, all the while struggling with the countering emotions of self-loathing and disgust.

In Michelle Stevens' powerful, just-published memoir, Scared Selfless , she shares how she overcame horrendous child sexual abuse and mental illness to lead a satisfying and happy life as a successful psychologist, wife and mother. Here, an excerpt from the book:. Since birth, I had been Michelle Brechbill. Daughter of Judy. Granddaughter of Evelyn and Glenn.

By Louisa Peacock. What is art? Before you answer, cast your mind back to that brilliant documentary Exit Through the Gift Shop , now three years old and consider, really consider, that anything can be art.